NAKAKABINGING KATAHIMIKAN

There is something severely lacking from my mornings and my afternoons these past dew days.....the sound of voices calling out "Dad" or "Daddy, look at this!" or "Daddy can you help me with this?"....in tagalog we say..."Nakakabinging Katahimikan!", the silence is indeed deafening...which is why I am taken aback when I hear of people referring to a day without their kids as a release of some sorts....I have been doing this, concentrating on my kids, focusing my energies on them, since my very first child....and I, personally, cannot imagine finding more pleasure in doing something else....I am happiest when I am with my family....and I feel so alone when they are not with me.....of course, I have my lovely and dedicated wife beside me all the time.

I miss them terribly and I pray that they are kept safe, and I hope that they don't miss me as much as I miss them, "sana meron konti", I hope they do miss me a little, but not in the same intensity that I do miss them, so that they can concentrate on their lessons. The question is "hanggang kailan kaya nila ako mamimiss?" Until what age will they miss me?......I will always miss them....and I will always pray for them.

I will have to get used to not being with my kids all the time...the time may come, when being with them will be a luxury....but I will always love them...I will always long for those voices calling me "Dad" or "Daddy" and still telling me stories and asking me to look at their achievements, or just asking if I could help them with something....I just love them, Mary Nicole, Niccolo and Lizzie so much!


GOD BLESS MY KIDS!
GOD BLESS ALL OF OUR KIDS!
GOD BLESS ALL OF US!